I’ve lost my soul trying to recover my mind and my body became a cage for those who never knew how to love me back properly. I am hiding between walls of ice surrounded by circles of fire in the middle of a graveyard that I’ve built for my memories. I don’t have demons to … More ” I never loved myself this much”
There are some moments in life when everything depends on what words come out when you open your mouth. Sometimes you lie, sometimes you tell a part of the truth, but you always keep hidden some powerful phrases inside of your mind, like a prisoner in a cage of … More “Some things are better left unsaid.”
After 20 years full of adventures, depression and sessions of self-destruction, I have learned a lot about people and also, about myself. 1. Your parents are the ones who gave you life, not the ones who control you, not the ones who have life or death rights over you. This is the common mistake … More What I’ve learned in 20 years.
I stopped going to therapy Because I knew my therapist was wrong And I wanted to keep being right. When I first came to her, I said “I am my own savior. I pay you To listen and to understand. I know you will try to save me from myself But what if I don’t … More “Nothing good comes from happiness”
Each time I saw you I had those goosebumps And a voice inside of my head Telling me to stay away Because if your eyes stared at me they would’ve sucked me in like black holes. Sometimes, when I look at the stars I remeber how I fell endlessly in love with you, repeatedly. … More “In The Absence Of Everything, I Promise To Keep You Warm”
You don’t know how much you care about someone and how much you miss him / her until you dream about their death. This is the one of the most terrifying experiences you can have during your sleep. I had this freaking strange dream with some random characters but the only thing I do … More Make it double
Relationships are the most complex form of self-destruction which involves other people. Also, they are the most important elements in creating yourself. I don’t see the point in spending days next to someone who does not help you grow, who does not understand you and who does not make you feel happy, because feeling and … More I NEED TO REMEMBER I LOVE MYSELF WHEN I AM A MESS